December 12th, 2003

Sora - Dreams

Say it aint so...

"So divine, hell of an elevator... all the while my fortune faded"

Hmm I have mixed feelings about tommorrow... on one hand it's Kelly's trial... on the other Nick is coming home from Japan.
I'm not quite sure how to feel... but unfortunately my disposition makes me lean naturally tword the more depressing of the two options.
Fuu... I want to go to the Trial wth David but it depends on when it is... I have to work at 3pm and I already called out today because I was still sick from last night so I probebly wont be able to attend.
Meh... well I'll have to ask David on saturday how it was, although I can't imagine any answer that isn't depressing.
  • Current Music
    Say it aint so - Weezer
Sora - Dreams

just because

-White Flag-

I know you think that
I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that

But if I didn't say it
Well I still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying
To make your life harder
I'll return to where we were

But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love, and always will be

I know I left too much
Mess and distruction
To come back again

And I cause nothing but trouble
I understand if you
Can't talk to me again

And if you live by
The rules of it's over
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love, and always will be

Oh, will we meet
I'm sure we will
Our love was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tounge
And you will think
That I've moved on

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love, and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love, and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love, and always will be
  • Current Music
    White Flag - Dido
Sora - Dreams

Fuu...

all I know of what happened is what I read in Andrea's journal... I wish I could have been there.

I miss Ash alot... I didn't know Kelly that well but I still feel really bad for her, she was always such a nice cheerful person and now she has to live wth this for the rest of her life.
On the other hand, at least she has a life.

I don't think a day goes by when I don't think about Ashley, sometimes It's a song, sometimes the way someone laughs...
sometimes it's just someone I see who has a passing resemblence to her.

...meh.
Well the only happy thing about this day (IE Nick coming home) didn't work as well as one could have hoped...
He gave us the wrong info and we missed him completely... but at least I know he's home safe... he might come along shopping with me an David tommorrow... we'll have to see what happens.
  • Current Music
    Yuna's Ballad - FFX-2